2010

What I learnt from 2010 & what I gained from 2010.




1. my 1st real job that lasted for half year.
Thanks for the 'memory', CI

2. RIP, grandpa - Lost another 1 kin that nearest to my mum

3. Hoegarden + ice cream

Never been a good taste.

Many lesson been thought in previous company, especially 'office politic' just like how the drink taste.

4. More & more gathering with 'ji muis'

Appreciated the people around you

5. My Nikon baby + new hobby (end up now bcum sleeeping hobby)

Getting more gadgets. All credited to the bf that bring me into IT world.

From my bday present Satio to Iphone.

6. Travels

Pocket money from Bro

To the country where nearby the Sun rises place

RWS + MBS = one day trip

Batam. Short & relaxing trip

7. I failed & passed my PIAM exam. What a shame. =(

Lessons

8. Time management between work & part time work.

9. HEALTH and Emotion Management.

10. Career path & life motivation

11. Money management

12. WANTS & NEEDS. been very poor to differentiate it. Always failed in wants. I should wash my brain away from wants.

That's my so called 2010. What will be in coming 2011?

Should I write my 2011 reso ?

Check this out..

Babe got me this.. while I get the mirror screen protector.
Kinda hard to see under sunlight..




New favourite game. Smurfs Village




Another mirror effect...

Gold watch for young lady?

Casio... the loyal brand...

Silly me

A few pictures from Orchard after hunting memory card at Lucky Plaza.

Silly and blurry me, forgot bring memory card along...





Human avatar by Citbank

new version human Avatar?

Crystal 超浪漫求婚 .

special?

Is time

Another decision to make again.

I think I need to plan again my financial...

I cant spend spulge. Save for future ...

Why money make ppl suffer??

Yet.... many people still like it.........

Been woking a year++. yet i dun hv any saving... shame on me...............

I hate...............

我的她， 她的她。。

生老病死，

是每个人必须经过的过程，也是生命的巡换。

要这么看待， 也是看个人看方。

她心里依然还是放不下她。。。
她对自己感到内疚，亏欠，对不起也来不及。。。的那一棵也已经过去了。

她已到了另外一个仙境，过了无优无里。。。 高高兴兴的环游世界。。。

您要懂得放和理解，这是对她好也是对你好。。。
打开你的心， 让这个心结慢慢的打开。

世界还有很多很美丽在等你去发觉和领悟。。。。

You

I pray hard....

I try to put my effort and spend more time with you.

I still wan go traveeling with you with my earn money.

I still wanna teach you how to use computer so that you can FB-ing with us or skype with us...

I wan teach u bowling ..

I want you stay healthy and mind clear.

I want you be cheer up wheneve u are.

I want you know that we always love you.

I want you know that not matter what, it doesn't troublesome us, that's our duty.

I want you to let us know how you feel whether you happy, sad, emo or uncertainty.

I still want you know, WE really care about You.

You are not a burden to us, but Precious tou us.

You always take good care of us, is time for us to take good care of you too...

I want hold your hand to do grocery or shopping or anything that you want to do.

Pls open your heart to us and accept the truth of reality that ......

I pray that you can eat well, love well & pray well....

Try set your mind free from the past...........

Lesson

pls dont use excuse to do something u will regret in future.

*cross finger*

I hope things that I had done today is correct. I have no regret...


I tears as much as I can yet I didnt said out......

Tears probably is my best friend.....

10.10.2010

A special date ?

October is a month that had 5 days of fridays, 5 weeks in a month.
which mean a long month to past for ppl who work ..

Hmm... why am I choosing this month to start a new job?
anyhow, hope I really can learn from this job, even though the environment is so so .... n I need the suck blood parking rate, others is still acceptable as I manage to learn and explore more.

*cross fringer*
I must stay strong!!!


P/s .. another 4mths++ is going to be our 3rd year anni. Gentle reminder from him . =)




Red apple + Green aple

那么辛苦。。

如果做的那么累，就别做咯。
在找份新工咯。。。

hmmm.... i'm so blessed...

this is wat mom tell me this afternoon ...
I didnt complain but telling her that my current work now...
yet she replies me like this...

*blush-es*

Thanks mum... but let me try 1st k ?

Dear Gerald

Dedication to u..

thanks for taking care me during sick time....
im not mean to nag, but also nag for ur own good..
hope next time u be more smart lo... den i wun nag again ..=p

风人官

病人与护士?

不爽不爽不爽不爽不爽不爽

我是坏蛋吗??

我是小气鬼吗?

当我听见他们说，父母只sponsor一个人去韩国时， 我有不高兴吗??

我知道我还没钻过钱但我也没要求要去...

我制度指明自己的能力到那里，也没说非去不可。

但却被你们说成我会生气和小气因为没得去。

好烦也很不爽!!!

oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh

i know im going korea but i dont have those kind of excitment or joy.

my mind just appear is $$ prob?

even though i dont hv much commitment but some how i can feel that money is always an issue to every people.

i know i didnt spent much but i spent on nonsense. i dont hv much saving yet hv any assets yet.

i not sure whether i shld go or shldnt.

i had to see many party of face. even though parents agree to sponsor me but.. siblings still disagree, they wish i pay part of the tour fees and also some allowance for the parents.


what am i bother ??????

080810

Congratulation to Eng Eng & LC

Yes Or No

Thats the answer?

which 1 u like the most ??

dont have 'Dont Know' this word...

Accesories

Lens filter for my Nicon Baby + bro's canon


Camera hood. Really kena hook lo by the SA.

I bought so expensive for the hood. But worthable for the filter lens...

Good hobby but high maintenance

This is my new toy.

New hobby that required high maintenance. Im now in a commitment that i shouldnt have. Anyhow, happy to belong it because exchange it with Babe's HTC HD2. Thanks Babe.

01.08.2010 - DOB of Mengher's Nikon D3000. ^^


While this is belong to dad not me. Another commitment in family that sacrifice my Korea trip during this raya. Sighs...

Anyhow, is time for parents to enjoy their life. As child, all we can do is to be more fillial and cherish them.

crap

when we young, we use to blog our daily activities.

when grow elder, we blog our problems and matters.

when when we enter the society of work, we getting less and less blog.

some time even dont know what we struggle for life.

the let blog alone in the cyber space.

am i a good blogger or just that im too lazy for it..

If i were the boy..

Im not sure im the boy or ther girls..

Everything seem change .....
Perspective, views, opinions ..................
Life........

How I wish I could have a magic wand to do what ever I like...........

But I'm lucky girl and glad...
Suprise visit from parents & bro make me T____T

Baby

Recently been reading many news about divorcing, killing and even murder baby. Is this life is easy as ABC? some people had struggle all his/her life to battle with sickness and also a bowl rice but them?

They can so easily give up their life due to the stress or pressure that environment causes?

Yesterday, a couple poisoned their baby before jumping off from their condo, a newly couple that underage had born a baby, and burried by her bf after deliver the baby.........

What an easy life to them .........


Sighs...


I pleaded to myself, will try to sponsor a child form world vision for the world children sake .........

Confirm?

I think i already get confirmation from my boss...

Confirm = Accepted?

Weaknesees.. Need SPEED up in working maner.. and learn more ........

Banned banned banned

Pls banned me from entering LYN & also blogshop for this moment.

My acct numbers decrease everyday....

I need add more ZERO behind instead of deducting it.

Somebody pls banned me online shop either 'window' online shop too !!!!!

Randomness

The naught yet adorable kiddo








Like picture said, 'Hate or Heart it?'






An apple or something white?





English potrait in changing room

What his name? From Madagasacar rite?

The cam-whore partner..

Soft cake Tiramisu... replace the old stlye lady finger biscuit..

爆发户

According to wikipedia '爆发户' mean ,

指一个人在自己这一代期间就取得了可观的财富。通常情况下，被冠以暴发户称号的人之前往往都处于一个较低的社会阶层......

More info here

If one day, u become 爆发户' , is this ur fortune day or ur luckiest day in ur life?

Safely

Brother Andy had safely touch down in Msia after detention in London Airport for 1days.

As he careles lost his passport when thought of buying a cup of drinks while waiting the plane.

Poor him... and also fall sick during his backpack trip to Europe tour.

The day She wear the Square hat

Pics shall talk than I type..



The card


Cartoon is based on this picture



The Queen




Alice - Eng Eng

Stephanie - Stephy po po

Meng Her - ah Gal po po

Wai C.. Sandy mumy with Zoenna

Sam - Chiao Yen

What if ...

If one day, suddenlt u get fortune with a pot of money or U win 4D or u so lucky till get win a big sum of money in lucky draw, What would you think ?

Is your really coming or just a significant that you death date is coming soon.

I not sure is a good significant or bad significant. Some may said is good, some may not.
Well, all i believe is everything happen for a reason and also there is NO free Lunch in this world.

People may lucky born with gold key, some people even need work hard a whole life also cant earn that much money.

We should content with what have as well as thanks God that you still able to breath in the next morning.

Life may be easy, and also may hard. It just depend on how you look on it.

Well, what if ............

Ai

愛
它是一個難寫的字
我喜歡
它原來的樣子這個寬頻的都市
令我最常想的事
就是下載你的記憶幾小時...

By Yuki.

Needs and Wants - Part 2

Im still wondering, what people living for ..

Money ? Fame ? Happiness ? Lie ? or the Pretender?

Which categorise am I ?

I also not sure.
From recently study, that's a lot of things that I wants appear in my mind & my devil-ish twin keep on wash my brain. All those luxurius things keep appear in my mind and persuade me to get it & also the demon around me. I not sure i can resist the temptation or not but... MONEY is the biggest matter to me.

That's the good barrried as well as also a GOOD excuse for me not to get those stuffs.

haha.. Enough for short post ramblings.

Office Rules No.1

-家是不可外穿-



笨蛋的规矩。我们是同一个办公室的，不是她说那就是我们说。
那是什么道理啊，没做也要吃这种死猫 吗??




真的是‘吧卡’!!!

Lao shu = mice?

如果真的有一天

爱情理想会实现我

会加倍努力好好

对你永远不改变

不管路有多么远

一定会让它实现

....不单行

爱
只有简单笔画
却比想象复杂
很安定爱变化
我爱过几个人
也被爱过几遍
却还是没能将幸福留下

Sources : 罗志祥 - 爱不单行

你知道吗

原来，我是那样的。。。。。







那就是，什么也不是。。。

心情

笑了一场，
也大哭了一场。。。。

那可怕的是我连笑和哭都， 傻傻分不清楚。。。

Lesson

真爱的恋情必须经过四个阶段

一个成熟的爱情...
有一位心理学家曾写过，一个成熟称得上真爱的恋情必须经过四个阶段，
那就是：
- 共存
- 反依赖
- 独立
- 共生

第一个阶段：共存
这是热恋期间，情人不论何时何地总希望能黏在一起。

第二个阶段：反依赖
等到情感稳定后，至少会有一方想要有多一点自己的时间做自己想做的事，这时另一方就会感到被冷落。

第三个阶段：独立
这是第二个阶段的延续，要求更多独立自主的时间。

第四个阶段：共生这时新的相处之道已经成形，你的他/她已经成为你最亲的人。你们在一起相互扶持，一起开创属于你们自己的人生。你们在一起不会互相牵绊，而会互相成长。

但是，大部分的人都通过不了第二和第三阶段，而选择分手，这是非常可惜的。

很多事只要好好沟通都会没事的，不要耍个性，不要想太多，要互相信任，这样，第二和第三阶段的时间就会缩短。

和所爱的人相遇相恋是非常不容易的，不要轻言放弃。

两人相聚是因为有缘，相知是因为有心，真的得好好珍惜这福分。希望能给大家一些启示和领悟，并惜缘。

我们会渐渐变成我们所爱的人。你和他本来没有相同之处，外表不相像，性格也南辕北撤,一旦爱上了，年深日久，你会惊讶你的眼睛有点像他的眼睛，他的微笑也有点像你的微笑。你们走路的步伐也有点相似，说话的语气也越来越相像。原来我们会变成我们所爱的人。

你本来喜欢脚踏实地的人，而他一向比较轻佻，但你们爱上了，他竟会不知不觉变成一个老实人，这个改变，连他自己也不曾察觉。他本来喜欢活泼的女孩，却爱上拘谨的你，这些日子，你竟会越来越活泼，你差点认不出自己。我们会逐渐变成对方理想中的人，这种改变绝对不是刻意的。两个人越爱得长久，气质也越来越相近。

你曾经以为他不是你梦寐以求的那种类型，然而，有一天，你会惊讶的发现，他已经变成你喜欢的那种类型，你不必再到处寻觅，他就是你要找的人。深深爱着一个人的时候，你原来真的会一点一点的失去自己，为什么你还会觉得快乐呢？大概是因为你在失去的时候，你把他的气质和微笑都赚回来了。

幸福很单纯，所以要很单纯的人才容易获得。

真爱就是不轻言放弃

Sources from here

Video from here

March 2010

So fast 2 months of 2010 already past yet I have started work in the company for 7 days to be exact.

So far so good. But in the meanwhile, I did also apply for other jobs. Just for in case or I cant stand it. Haha.. SO fast find another alternate ways for me.

Hmm.. I not sure whther accounting line suit for me, but i had down in this line a few years. I strike distinction for all calculating subjects as well as accounting paper. Why I didnt choose Accounting as major instead of Finance?

Did I make a wrong decision?

Well, just a short rambling. Gotta back with my monthly budget as I already received PTPTN letter. Time for me to clear my debts as well as duty as a daughter to parents, and also my 'coconut fund' to buy 525I.

*Chio*

Taste or Preference?

Every girl need a pair of ballet pump shoe or most common known as flaten shoe.
I use to wear this shoe as it convenience and easily to mix n match with pants that I usual manage.

Here is the pair of ballet pump I get, my sis name it as 'paku'/nail shoe. They teased me always get weirdo stuff or design thing. But what, today both my sis get a pair of 'paku'/nail shoe for their own.

Hmmm... Is this influence by me or they actually like it ? hehe... Maybe an excusing to tease my preference or taste.

& another miracle... Hmm.. I dont think is miracle but coincidence, three of us grow a pimple in our face. Mine and big sis is on right side of the face while 3rd sis's pimple is on left side. Haha...

Maybe that is what we called sibling or blood is thicker than water. Some time we also will hv the same date of 'aunty visit' or continuos day by influence each other.. Hehe ...=)

Everything be fine...

Here is the big ulcer that attack me... Pray hard it recover b4 cny ....
*God bless me*





My poor hand.. Get burn when cook the vege. Luckily it didnt bcum 'ba gua' tat we used to eat on CNY ... Guai2 apply hand cream so that it recover soon ... ^^

A scenario

Scenarion happen at one of the Breadtalk shop where a counter with 2 black female workers.

*I'm waiting to pay money for the bread*

Worker A : Only us people will willing to work at such place.
Worker B : What to do, we only have those skills.
Worker A : Why cant we have other jobs opportunity beside this kind of job?
Worker B : We lazy to find a better job some more is good to stay in comforty place like this as well as the environment. Not need compete with others..
*Worker A staring her eyes to Worker B*

I did sense some of meanings that the Worker A trying to deliver the messages. I didnt care much but paid for the bread and walk away.

Moral of story?

I guess everyone has its own opinion. I had mine in heart & share with my bestie already..

How about u ?

Random

Hmmm...

Obviously that 28 Jan 2010 is not my day. Ppl had been ffk me ...

Hate it.... Suppose is a good beginning for year 2010 end up ...

Haiz...

I also dont know. Even though i had sis support and back up me but i still felt that I missed out something or lake of something.

Now the siblings is in cold war. Im in the team with 3rd sis. 3 rd sis back up me because of my bro acting.

In front, bro will comfort me and advice me about my career prospect but behind, he told my mum & big sis that im '10 har 10 har' *in cantonese*. Dont know what job that people offer me.

I really dont know what characters he is paying but what I understand from the situation now is he wont talk me in quite some time. I blocked him in msn, not to avoid him but preparing myself how to face him during in CNY time.

Enough for rambling tonight. Is time for bed.

Btw, I did saw the greatness of a mother and the pantience toward baby or children. Mummy 24/7 for their children. I saw it through 3rd sis. Having a baby is a whole life commitment. Is not easy but need a lot of tolenrance, responsibility, & displince.

280110

Hmmm.. tomorrow is the day.


Not sure is a good day or a bad day...



But pretty sure that nagging n rambling from bro is kinda frustrated.


This is my own career path my future, let me decide by my own.


Dont always said that I dont have opinion and just simply do without thinking.





I had my own freedom. Is a democratic country, even mum didnt object what I am doing now. So pls be considerate.





God bless me... Hv a beauty sleep tonight...

*Fighting*

Hair

The main problem to a girl is how to manage it hair.
I use to hair black, straight but not silky hair la..

Since the last time I permed it, my hair grow opposite way. The hair didnt grow and be straight but grow to the opposite site. My left side hair doesnt give me any problem but the right side always grown zig-zag. I hate it.. Use straighten cream to straight it but no works...

Im thinking to give it a treatment or go for rebonding not straightening.

Rebonding will opt to more natural while straightening look like ruler and dull.

Hope it didnt create any more trouble if i choose for rebonding... =p

Try or Do?

DO and TRY is 2 different thing.

DO is u put ur effort when u doing something to gain the result.

While Try is Luck. U use ur luck to try on doing something, if failed, u didnt felt lost or sad because u Try not DO...

Girls' Y theory

Interview = Insonmia

? ? ? ? ?

Help

Do I need the help?

This 2 days been bust with interviewed session.
Trying my best to performance well as well as a good beginning for the year 2010,

I try my best and own ability to perform it. Result will be out in this 2 weeks time.

Someone persuaded me that I needed recommendation to enter the company. This would help me to get the job offer more easier.

I rejected the suggestion and even try persuaded them the that I need to get the job by my own ability no helping from other. I hope they can respect me and also give me a chance to show my qualification.