Tears

Have u ever wake up of hearing your crying sound or just urself being over emotional that causes u cry in your dream? 

This happened not only once to me but a few times. I really don't know why this will happened on me. 

Am I too silly or just that I haven't let go? 

Tears will drop whenever mum or whoever mention it's name. Ain't it over & we live in our own world? 

I need silent medications too calm down or I just not suitable to live in this environment? A new change would be better for me?