Sunday, February 3, 2013

Feb 2013

Is February which mean forever alone month? Need terms or known as Internet language that I learned recently. Haha.

I should glad enjoy it. Shld let myself distract by the stupid emotion feeling. Life goes on and on. I must know & learn to forget.

Maybe a glass of bitter gout mix with pear will help me to stay more clear and awake. ;)

Friday, February 1, 2013

Emo?

当我一人在流泪伤心时、你在和她快活、
是谁同情我、听我哭泣?

当我改变是,你们却说是我变心?

Monday, January 21, 2013

Happily Sunday

Thanks god for giving me another wonderful weekend with sisters & nephew. ;)

Life can be simple easy & contented when you spent with family.

FAMILY = Father And Mother I Love You

Our life is given by our parents same to siblings as well. We didnt choose which family to be born, whose daughter/son to be and who to be our siblings but is already arrange and destine.

Thanks sisters and brother for being part of my life. Although I use to dislikes and hate you all when I was young. But I'm so wrong, what you all did was a second role character of parents to take care of me, protect me, and love me.

Still remember last Christmas, staying at brother house. Everything was well taken care by him and sister-in-law. He even prepare meal for me ;)

And also is first time brother take initiative to spent Christmas Eve with me. 'Blissful'
Although we didnt manage grab turkey or draught beer, but the quality time we spending is much more expensive than the expensive food & drinks. <3 br="">
I'm proud to said I have a pair of typical china-men dad & so-worry mum as parents, 3 sisters & 1 brother who love more me more than themselves. ;)


#1 Loh han zai & tang yuan buy bro

#2 Bro wedding on 9/12/2012


#3 Lau's Sister
3rd sis, 2nd sis, me & big sis

# Family portrait with god-sis 

Saturday, January 5, 2013

2013

Happy new year peeps..

Is January, beginning of a year again. New year with new resolution ?
Nah~ I don't think I have.

But I'm learning to be a better me & be brave to face everything ;)

God, pls give me the strength! I really need it to move forward!

I want looking forward for everything!
I want make decision without regret!
I want be the special & the one and only one Meng Her in this world & make my parents feel proud to this daughter!

Shld be action loud than speak. I must proof it. Go go! I must do it!

Work smart , play hard! ;)

Thursday, December 20, 2012

4th day to go Xmas

So fast..
1more day going to be 21.12.2012
World end?
Or just weather change?

I'm looking forward as this will be my first time travel alone to KL.
hopefully everything goes well ;)

Wanna share my recent daily activities..

December is a month of season greeting. I attended high school friend wedding & also my brother wedding. House is full of people & joy.

I have the chance to groom up myself, make it difference, smile more & talk more.

I lost weight, I lost things but I gain more than I lost.

I have great BFF companion, my parents concern, siblings care & also my god-bro.. They let me know that I'm still the little princess in the house. ^^

Joy to myself that I'm alive ;)
La la la ...

#1. Leg get swallow because wearing 5ich heel & also kena pijak by sis.

#2. Eeyore company while waiting someone.

#3 souvenir & Xmas gift from boss

#4 BFF that groom me & make me look gorgeous lady of the night..;)







Tuesday, December 11, 2012

Naive

Being childish is the happiest moment...


Sunday, November 25, 2012

November

So fast.. Going end of November soon.

I been procrastinate again. What had I done? I work really hard & put effort in my work but.. I still have trouble of communicate with my boss. Work still new maintain, yet I don't hv source income. How am I going to sustain my life.

Ppl use to said 'where there's a way, there 's a will". Where is the will? Back to reality , everything is talk about money. I'm not realistic but face the truth of reality. Some more I know myself well, I don't have saving. How I going sustain?

Too much thing come at a time.
First is my braces, doc said I might can de-braces for my next appointment but I need settle my balance.
Second, baby blue going to be 1 year old. I need settle insurance, car road tax & maintenance fee for coming service.

Personal finance, how to manage my own finance? Im so failure. I need idea to save & generate money.

Sighs.. Rambling again. I should work out not rambling.